I am a passionate person, in that when something is important to me, I go 200% full steam ahead.  Adoption is just one of those things that I am passionate about.  Not only has it changed the course of my life and my family's, but it was gently placed in my heart and arms directly from God.  He engrained it in my heart because it is what we are now, as a family, me as a Christian woman and hopefully you as a part of my tribe.

Since this has become my new online home, I will be sharing some previous posts.  Some from many years ago and of course new stuff, fresh off the press.  If you have seen these posts before, bare with me as I revive my blog.  If you're just joining the tribe, welcome and thank you.

I posted this about 5 years ago (so the article is a bit out of date) because it was a great way to introduce some of the questions people have about adoption.  And rather than summarizing, I am reposting in its entirety, with tags and all credit to the original author.  However, if you still have questions about adoption, please feel free to share in the comments or email me.  I will do a follow up Q&A of my own later.  I am here to help others journey through adoption with a little more ease and comfort.  Grab your fav drink, throw on your sweats and let's chat.

What LDS Families Involved in Adoption Wish You Knew
BRIANA STEWART - 
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For those families involved in adoption, a little understanding goes a long way. Find out what you can do to help support these special families in and out of the Church.
Adoptive parent Terra Cooper embraces the birthmother of her child.
​Photo courtesy of Brittany Cascio

For Tarrin Philpott, years of diagnosed “unexplained infertility” led her and her husband, Tyrell, to adoption. And it was a shift in strategy and heart.
“Adoption is emotional,” Philpott says. “A big change has to take place. Instead of pregnancy and birth, your mindset changes from a child who shares your DNA to a child who comes in a way we had never previously considered. I had to let go of the family I had envisioned my whole life (a large family, children who looked like me) and accept the new vision for my family. I felt like Tyrell made the shift easily, but I was emotional about it. It was tough making choices about ethnicity and health in our adoption profile. We ultimately left many of those decisions to our Heavenly Father, knowing that we weren’t looking for any baby, we were looking for our baby—the baby meant for us. And He would help guide us to him or her.”
Heavenly Father did indeed guide two babies to the Philpotts through the miracle of adoption—McKinlee and Tatum. Since then, they’ve added twins to their family through the miracle of in vitro fertilization and a sweet baby girl who came by surprise naturally. Their unexplained infertility has led to inexplicable joy.
For members of the Church involved in adoption, like the Philpotts, sometimes misunderstandings arise that can be easily avoided if their fellow Church members knew more about their circumstances. For members of the Church involved in adoption, like the Philpotts, sometimes misunderstandings arise that can be easily avoided if their fellow Church members knew more about their circumstances, emotions, and sensitivities. Here are a few common questions and their answers that will help us all understand adoption a little better:

​Q: Why do couples decide to adopt? 
A:  As with every important life decision, these couples turn to the Lord. They are prayerful in their decisions and do not make them lightly. Adoption is far from an “easy fix.” Many couples break their hearts and their bank accounts pursuing this option--but in the end, it's all worth it. 
Sally Lee, who has worked as a counselor at LDS Family Services in Hawaii for 34 years, explains: “I have often heard adoptive couples express they could not love their adopted children more if they had been born to them biologically. Having that full heart to love unconditionally is most important.”

Q: How does adoption typically affect birthparents?“
A: In planning to place a child for adoption, birthparents usually go through a thorough self-assessment of their own lives and where they are,” Lee says. “They think deeply about what they want for their child. They realize many things about themselves, such as their readiness for responsibility, relationships, employment, and so forth. They become more prayerful than ever. They grow to feel a love stronger than they have ever known and are willing to sacrifice for the benefit of the child—even if it brings them grief and sadness. Their hearts expand in love for the child and the adoptive couple. Their sacrifice cannot be described in words. I know that the Lord will bless them for what they go through.”

Q: How does the adoption process typically affect adoptive couples? “
A:  The adoptive couple gets to look deep into themselves as they are interviewed and share information about their marriage, finances, goals, experiences, feelings about a child not biologically related to them, etc.,” Lee says. “It makes them want to be even better as a couple and a family. They grow in love for the birthparents and the child, and their hearts are forever changed for good.”

Q: What should I know about the recent changes to LDS Family Services?
A:  Earlier this year, LDS Family Services announced that they will no longer be working as an official adoption agency, but instead will focus on family counseling.
“LDS Family Services is not ‘getting out of adoption,’” says David McConkie, group manager of Children’s Services at LDS Family Services in Salt Lake City. “Because LDS Family Services is an integral part of the Church’s Welfare Services program, we are able to provide services in a unique way. Unlike traditional adoption agencies, LDS Family Services provides free professional counseling to unmarried expectant parents and their families who are referred by their bishop, regardless of whether the parents choose to marry, be single parents, or place their child for adoption. We will help unmarried expectant parents with their individual mental health needs, whatever they may be.”
Read more about the changes--and what they mean for you and for those involved in LDS adoptions.

Q: What insensitive remarks about adoption should be avoided? 
A:  If you know someone who has been involved in an adoption, remember to be sensitive about what you say.
“The baby’s ‘real’ mom....” This implies the adoptive mom is not the baby’s true mother. The correct term is birthmother.
“She gave up her baby for adoption.” The term “gave up” has a negative connotation for something that is actually an act of love. Rather, say, “She placed her baby for adoption.”
“Good for you for adopting! I don’t think I could love someone else’s child as much as I love my own.” This implies the adopted child will not be their child or is harder to love. Just stop after saying "Good for you."
“How much did your baby cost?” They didn’t get the baby on Craigslist, for crying out loud. If you’re trying to learn about the financials of an adoption, simply ask couples, “How much does adoption generally cost?”
Learn more about positive adoption language on the Church's official adoption website,itsaboutlove.org.

Q: How can we, as a general culture, be more supportive of adoption? “
A:  One couple I worked with—when they announced they were adopting—had some people say, ‘Oh, I’m so sorry!’” says Keven R. Downs, a licensed clinical social worker at Heritage School, a residential treatment center in Provo, Utah. “They were presumably apologizing for what they assumed were infertility problems, and onlookers were acting as if it’s a lesser thing to adopt. It’s not! Couples who adopt are just as excited as a couple giving birth to a child. And after hearing horror stories like this, it makes me think we don’t celebrate adoption enough. Let’s be more aware. Let’s celebrate with them!”
Learn more about adoption in Adoption: 20 Questions Asked and Answered, found in the September/October 2014 issue of LDS Living magazine.
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Well, its about time that I put all things together in one lovely spot.  After years of blogs (three or four to be....unsure actually, I lost count) and social media profiles, its time to collaborate.  I have been working on this website for a while now and officially announced its existence just a couple months ago.  So why am I still holding onto the "others".  If you have joined me here, its because you are officially a part of my tribe.  Consider this your invitation to join the party.  I like that term, TRIBE.  I've heard it many times before, and the older I get the more I appreciate what it really means.  I have become a little more cautious about who I let in to my tribe, but tribe it is.  We are tied by similar interests, the desire to find common ground and especially seeking for a way to help each other.  I learn everyday from the perspective of others.  So in some small way, I hope that I can help from my tiny little corner of the world. 

As a little girl, if you smiled at me, and even if you didn't, you were my people.  I love people.  My mom was oftentimes searching for me at church and in the neighborhood, because everyone was my friend and I wanted to be with everyone.  Nowadays, that scares the bejeebies out of me.  The thought of my children running off with just anyone.....not gonna happen on my watch.  Its different now.  But I still love people.  I am more cautious, but the love still stands.  

So I will be creating a space to bring all my interests, tips, failures and all things blonde...ALL RIGHT HERE.  So freshen up or sit in your scrubs and join the party.  Because it will be authentic, it will be raw, and it will also be beautiful.  Please feel free to share with your loved ones, or don't.  Either way, I will be here, and a lot of the time I will be talking to myself, considering this is my party and I'll cry if I want to.